I should get back into the habit of blogging. I just feel like I don’t do anything interesting enough to warrant a post. Kind of sad, I know.

So I’m planning Birdie’s first birthday party. It is in less than a month and I feel so not ready. We purchased the majority of the supplies and I’ve been trying to make the decorations. I haven’t sent invitations out yet. I haven’t even made them yet. I’ve been asking A and his mom for a guest list, since my family doesn’t live here. And nobody has gotten back to me. It’s been almost three weeks since I’ve asked, so I don’t know what to do.

We got her birthday photos back and they are adorable. I love them. I ordered the disc and I can wait to get them so I can get them printed. I’m also trying to figure out what she will be wearing for her party. I don’t know if I want to order something or have it made.

I’m running out of time. I need to start making some decisions and start getting things done. Blah. If only I felt that way during the day when I sit here all confused with myself. I think I’m going to run a to-do list and plan to have everything done by a certain time. That’s all I can really plan to do.

Happy birthday to the best little bother brother ever! You’re no longer a teenager! Finally hitting the twenties. You’re an amazing person and you’ve grown up so much. You’re one of the best friends a girl could have.

One year until Vegas! The countdown is on!

Today would’ve been your 25th birthday and I miss you so much. You are in my thoughts daily and I’m always wondering what you would think of everything I do. I know you’re looking down and watching over me.

Happy Birthday Nena! <3